and the countdown begins...

My EDD is exactly a month from now (assuming we're following the revised EDD). And yes, I am still stuck in the biggest pot of mixed emotions. Most times I am scared shitless. And sometimes I am extremely excited. But in between those times, I just can't wait to get JB out.

Really, I know I am going to miss seeing random limbs poking out of my belly. I will miss feeling my tummy move and knowing that JB is just adjusting, trying to get comfortable in what would be a very tight space right now. And I will definitely miss seeing my humongous belly and know that I'm not fat, I'm pregnant! Not to mention having excuses to not do or carry some things (hehe, yes Sayang I am enjoying being pampered!).

But I think the list of things I am NOT going to miss will be longer. First on the list would obviously be heartburn and acid reflux. I can't wait to not get up and pee every 20 minutes. Sometimes I go four times in 20 minutes. I go just after I went. I feel the need to pee just as I am peeing. And it gets frustrating.

And not to mention the "morning" sickness. I experience this sporadically throughout the whole pregnancy. Not just the first trimester. And not just the third trimester. But the whole pregnancy! Sometimes I feel totally normal but the next second I need to rush to the toilet throw up. And it's the sort that purges like crazy they usually break my blood vessels so I'd have red spots all over my face. Sakit okay! If it weren't too cold, I would probably just sleep on the toilet.

I won't miss the tummy-itching. Now I have stretch marks circa my belly button.

My kaki started to get really lenguh, firstly at night but now it aches all the time!

Ohmygod I will not miss the discomfort. To fall asleep, to sit on the sofa, to lay down, to climb in the car. To do everything! Rolling around trying to get comfortable is very uncomfortable! I am even hurting now that I have been sitting for too long.

Okay, off to do some pelvic floor exercises!