please help me

We're supposed to be in this together. So why is it only me who is feeling this way?

I know it's not your fault you're so far away but the least I expect you to do is be there when I need you. You're the only one who knows how bad it can be. You remind me of why I need to make it through each day. Talking to you makes me sane.

So please, I don't want to go crazy. I think by now you should know your priority. I was fine when I was never it, but she should be on top of your list now.

Stop asking me to get help. The only help I haven't gotten is from you.

I miss you.